Hey Anna,
I'm sorry to hear that our society has forced you
into thinking you have to conform to social standards. . .
However, if I were you, I'd wait until after your first sexual
experience at least to make a decision, since I'm pretty sure whoever
the lucky guy is will establish for you that you have nothing to be
concerned with. He probably will love your cooch just the way
it is.
In any case, not that a man should be helping you to
define who you are, and what makes you beautiful, but I'd wait.
After all, you said you weren't sure what to do -- and when
you're not sure about what to do, usually the best thing to do is to
do absolutely nothing until your absolutely sure about what you want
to do in the first place. =0)
Also, I think the part you're
talking about is the "mons pubis" which is the part of your genital
region where hair grows mostly. There is nothing wrong with
that being a large either, just in case you're wondering.
All women's genitals, just like all men's genitals are as unique
as faces in that everyone's looks slightly different, and there
aren't really any two that are the same. Maybe you can find two
that are "alike" in the way they look, but like a face, not EXACTLY
the same if you know what I mean. Even identical twins have
slight differences in their faces.
Oh well, just my two
cents. . .and again, hold off on that surgery, because the part
that's "noticeable in panties" between your legs is sexy to most men
-- you just don't know it yet.
So keep your cool, and get
some more feedback -- do some more research, until you find what
resonates with you.
I'd even recommend waiting until after
your first sexual partner (since you'll see that most men don't care
about what it looks like, but mostly how it feels, tastes, and
smells).
Feel free to roam this site, as you'll find plenty
of women on here just like you who were in doubt at first until
myself, and other men came to let them know, they were mistaken about
what they thought might be sexy -- I'd even say we've helped stopped
some women and girls who were considering a surgery to correct
something that was already perfect in the first place.
Take
your time, and think it through. . .there's no rush. =0)
-
Eric