Tara
September 30, 2008
Since I was a teen, I was very self conscious about my body. No matter how thin or defined my body was, I always thought I was gross looking when I was naked. I always shaved because I swam on swim team, but I noticed how my inner labia stuck out. In sex ed and what not you are taught that the majora cover the minora and I thought something was very wrong with me. I also thought that boys would think I had a lot of sex because my lips stuck out. I always thought that something was terribly wrong with me. Then I decided that they must have grown with excessive masterbation as a child. I mean I came up with every reason why I was different, and I have never expressed this concern with anyone until this letter. A year ago, I was looking at pictures of different plastic surgery procedures, when I came across labia reduction. Many of the pictures changed the labia a lot and I became more self conscious. I had a boyfriend for four years and he never said one thing about my labia and always told me how beautiful I am. Once when I first started getting sexually active when I was a teen, that boy told me I had a nice pussy, but what did he know, right? I have always been so sad and aware of this "problem" that over the past few months I love to look for other women with pictures of themselves on the internet to make sure they are like me. I came across pictures of Jenna Jameson, and I thought wow, she looks kinda like me down there, and she is the biggest porn star ever! Then tonight, I came across this website. Wow.... I was a little amazed this even existed but I honestly feel better about myself. I know my bf loves me a lot right now, and he does go down on me a lot, but I really hope he loves my genital areas because they are different and special to me. I dont think I am going to reconsider the surgery because there are many other things I need to be concerning myself with. But thank you for the pictures and reassurance that my body is beautiful even if my lips stick out.
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